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So I’ve been wondering for a long long time now why the BBW crowd has not been catered to in the online fetish community. I mean in real life, there are tons of big plump women who go to the fetish clubs and enjoy giving out and taking in pain. I’ve always looked at the kink community as being a lot more accepting compared to the mainstream porn one simply because for us it is not about looks alone but mainly about how talented you are when it comes to doming someone or being able to be subservient to a person. And yes I have found here and there a couple of bigger than average models featured in kinky and hardcore videos but not as much as one would think.

So I found out that Paddedkink.com was just released this past Thursday and I couldn’t be any happier with it. As the name implies, this site features only beautifully large and curvy women either as Doms or as subs. There are some pretty famous fetish people on the site like Rick Savage and Betty Rage. The site also has tons of scenes with Kelly Shibari since she’s the one presenting the site to begin with. For those of you who don’t know, Kelly is a very prominent BBW model. Let me just say that watching her bound in tight ropes and suspended from a ceiling is a site to behold. She’s so gorgeous and curvy and I love watching her submit to whatever bondage her Master deems fit. I also love the fact that he’s a rope expert who is ever creative with his binding and tying.

I get that BBW is not for everyone. But personally I enjoy this new site simply for the fact that it is unique, the girls are stunning and the bondage is extremely hardcore. Master enjoyed the site too and was more than willing to get us a membership when I first showed it to him. There’s just something so intriguing about watching these women, who are so powerful and strong, submit themselves to being tied up in positions from which they cannot escape and being dealt intense amounts of pain that only someone truly into kink could endure. I admire these girls and can definitely relate to their screams of pain as they are flogged, cropped, and tortured. Let me know what you guys think!

I was browsing Wasteland.com today and saw that they posted a new hardcore BDSM session with Cecilia and Master Eric X. Cecilia, as you guys probably know by now, is one hell of a pain slut. She can take almost anything given to her, and the raw emotion that she displays on camera is absolutely beautiful. I can’t help but become insta horny every time I see her on their site, it’s like my eyes and ears are directly connected to my pussy and as soon as I see her flinching with tears in her eyes and hear the screams of pain escaping her lips, I become immediately wet. It’s really too bad I’m not allowed to cum without Master’s permission, because I swear I could set a new world record for multiple orgasms just by watching this little whore get beaten.

Master Eric X starts off by putting nipple clamps on poor Cecilia’s firm breasts and also puts weights on them so that her nipples are  continuously being pulled down by the weights on the chain connecting her two tits.  The expression on this slut’s face says it all, she’s in pain. Especially when  Master Eric X decides to flog, cane and crop her. When he breaks out his zapper the electric shocks that Cecilia experiences make her body involuntarily move, causing the weights to swing from her motions and thus, pulling even harder on her already sore nipples. I have always loved watching her suffer at the hands of her talented Master and this painful bondage  session lived up to the expectations I have of her and her Master!

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First off, I wanted to apologize for my lack of posts recently. I got a cold and between my chores and feeling a bit sick, I didn’t want to do anything but browse the net. But I am back and healthy once again! So, I wanted to share with you guys a site that I found, while I was sick. It’s called Forbidden East and as its name implies, it is stock full of Asian bondage porn! I especially liked this little school girl slut getting tied up and having her wet cunt teased by her Master’s foot. He not only ties her up tight enough for her to be unable to get herself free but he also hardcore manipulates her body as he decides, for example that he wants her legs in the air while she’s on her tummy. The slut doesn’t stand a chance against him as he half suspends her and has his way with her. This is some of the hottest shit I have seen in awhile and I found it really comforting to watch while I was sick heh heh.

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Wow, after watching this I was left speechless and  even after watching it another six times, I am still left speechless. Goddess Starla is just so unbelievably hot in this new trailer for FemdomBride.com that I could just cum over and over again as it replays over and over…that is if I were given permission to orgasm of course.  The steel cage chastity device that Randy is wearing in this video has thoroughly made me want to be a man just so that I could wear something so aesthetically pleasing and yet so torturous, cold and uncomfortable. I just love the way Randy’s little pathetic cock bulges out of the sides of the steel chastity cage as Mistress Starla teases him by licking his encased dicklet up and down, and by putting the whole device into her mouth. Goddess Starla, as you all know is one of my favorite Mistresses and this video has just made me love her even more. She’s got such a sadistic and cruel side to her that turns me on and makes me wet just thinking about her. Watching her tease Randy while he’s in chastity makes me wish that I was the slave, forced to abide by her rules, teased beyond my threshold and yet still not allowed to cum. I have a feeling that if I ever got the chance to be dominated by her, she wouldn’t even need to tease my pussy, I would be wet and extremely horny just at the fact of being in her presence, already watching this video is almost too much to bear. Let’s just hope Master lets me have some release tonight.

It’s ironic that the candle wax that is burning the sensitive skin on my inner thighs is dripping from a prayer candle that has an image of Jesus looking down at me. His wax burns hot and as it splashes on my skin, leaving a liquid white trail that soon turns pink, I wonder if maybe we have more in common than I first thought. I think about sharing this thought with Master but decide against it as the pain arises once again and any ability to speak is interrupted by the guttural sounds escaping my lips.

Earlier yesterday, Master came home with that familiar glint in his eyes that he only gets when; A) he’s either planning something really sadistic, B) he’s bought a new toy or C) has some incredible news to share. Today it was a case of both A and B. He announced upon entering the door that I should get myself to my spot, which happens to be in the living room, after adorning myself with my black lace ruffle undies and nothing else. I made haste. I know from experience that taking my time will only worsen whatever he has in store for me and will make his good mood turn into one of anger. In which case our little BDSM play will go from being fun into being punishment. I ran around desperately trying to find the undies, strip naked and get myself into my spot before Master got there. Unfortunately that proved to be impossible because by the time I got to the living room he was already there. My heart skipped a beat as I awaited chastisement, eyes down, hands behind my back. But a moment passed and then another and all he said was “You can look at me”. I raised my eyes shyly to my Master’s face and took in his expression, happy to see that he was still smiling. I then looked around and took it all in. Master had laid out a bright purple vinyl bed sheet over the floor and on that bed sheet were his usual favorite toys as well as a new one that stood out. The new toy was a cat o’nines whip. I could see the little pointy and sharp ends of the nine tails and knew that this was going to be a session that would leave marks on me.

Back to where I was…the wax leaving hard trails of pain down my chest and Master looking down at me in approval. “Which toy should we play with first?” He asked as if he was really giving me a choice. But I know better than that so I whispered back “which ever one pleases you Master”. His smile grew a little wider and I had no doubt in my mind which one he would chose. His hand touched each toy briefly lingering ever so slightly on the paddle that has vampire pricks on it. “Well maybe we should break in your new toy” he said, as if I didn’t already know what was coming my way. He flipped me over with virtually no effort propping my ass up into the air so that I was in a position that made me feel like I was kneeling down worshiping a king, my arms and hand spread out in front of me on the floor, my forehead touching the ground. His hands worked my ass expertly, making my ass cheeks burn hotter and hotter, warming me up for the pain that I was about to receive. At first I had the assumption that this new whip couldn’t possibly hurt that much more than the other toys that we have. Yes, I thought it would hurt a little more than the flogger because the tails are braided and stiff. Master picked up the Cat of nines and began to lightly hit me with it. Let me just say that the moment I received the first hard hit from him, I realized just how wrong I was. The sting left behind by those little ends of leather made me lurch forward, my bodies feeble attempt at escape…with nowhere to go.

I suffered. By the end of I couldn’t even count how many hits, I was in tears, begging, sniveling and crying out to Master. I thanked him, I begged him to stop, I lost the capability to enunciate words and ended up crying out to him in tears and animalistic noises. Finally I felt his hands. His warm and gentle hands, rubbing my throbbing and burning skin, words of endearment coming from his lips that my brain could barely comprehend. I found myself being cradled by him, wrapped in the safety of his arms that rocked me back and forth. And I knew then that it was over, as I let the waves of emotion run over me, the ocean of euphoric peace drown me, and then I slept. Master woke me later on, to bring me into the bath with him. Washing me head to toe since I was still too weak and exhausted to do so myself. The new toy had done its job.

As many of you know, I found my Master through the use of Alt.com – a BDSM dating site used literally by millions. I thought about this site again due to something that happened recently. Master was looking for a female model to shoot for one of his websites. He was contacted by this gorgeous young 22 year old girl, who was interested in working with him. Being the lead-house slave, Master decided to bring me along to the meeting, as it always makes girls a little more comfortable to see another female present.

As it turns out, this girl has been struggling with her fantasies of BDSM for many years…she lost interest in boyfriend after boyfriend because they would not beat her, or pull her hair hard enough while fucking her. Basically – she was just exploring the world of consensual power exchange and was somewhat lost.

This instantly made me think of my own past, and my own struggles with this exact thing…I tried everything, and eventually tried finding someone online – which resulted in, well – the last several years of perfect servitude that satiates my every sick desire! With that in mind, I asked Master for permission to speak (which seemed to turn this girl on a little, I think) – and all I said was "Alt.com" – then my eyes returned back to the floor and I fell silent and obedient again.

The meeting went on, and we parted ways. About a week later, Master got an e-mail, once again from this girl. This time however, she was not the one contacting my Master about shooting…it was HER Master contacting about documenting them! I thought to myself, that I can’t imagine what it must have been like in the days before BDSM dating sites. To think that I could find the perfect Master, and this girl within a few short days find the perfect Master…is just amazing. Now, several months later – she is still his slave, and they are moving in together to live like us…in a 24/7 D/s relationship. My Master has become quite good friends with hers, and have come over for play nights…I’ve hugged this girl, forced to actually…tied together, breasts pressing together, while getting beaten…feeling her body rattle and shake under each blow, and have my own body supported by hers under each flog, cane, and spank.

I don’t know much about money, as being a real lifestyle 24/7 submissive, I don’t have a bank account or any money – or anything really. I don’t own anything, not even myself. But I know spending money is difficult these days…I hear things about the recession, and while my goal in life is to be a mindless tool of a slave, I haven’t quite reached that yet, and can still understand big words like "Recession"! – anyway, my point is, I know it’s difficult to spend money – but honestly, I think the couple of dollars that it costs to join Alt.com, is worth the lifetime of bliss. I never fantasize anymore…because I live my fantasies every day. It was totally worth that price of a pizza those years ago. I know it’ll be worth it for you too!

This is something that I’ve never done but I have had it done to me. Master has had one of his friends over every once in awhile and she, being a Mistress with her own slaves, showed my Master how much fun she has sitting on her slaves’s faces. Of course she used me to demonstrate her talent and give my Master a little show. I have to say that I kind of got a rush from it. Having my breathing slightly obstructed my the weight of  her sitting on my face and being forced to take in the odor of her pussy, was not unsatisfactory to me! It felt really good actually, especially to have her rub her cunt up and down my face until she brought herself to orgasm. The sheer desperation in which her hips gyrated, at a fast pace, got me turned on. Afterwords I found myself out of breath, with a wet face and utterly exhausted as if I had been the one doing all the work. This is why I’m posting this movie gallery where Goddess Starla from FemdomBride.com, instructs us on how to perform proper and safe face sitting using Randy, obviously as her guinea pig! If any of you are curious about it, I hope these little videos answer any question that you may have had!

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Master Johnny really does love trying out different things with his sexy slave Debby. In this BDSM session on Animalizm.com , Johnny got his hands on a doberman suit which transforms Debby from a slutty little slave to a beautiful doberman puppy girl. What I like so much about this gallery is that this suit reminds me so much of the one that Master’s puppy girl wears. Except for our puppy girl now has a mask and hood that makes her have nice long floppy ears and a cute spot around one eye. She’s such a cute little bitch and I just love it when I am able to take some free time, cuddle with her on the floor and scratch behind her ears. This hardcore pet play gallery also shows us the tiny perks that have been added to the puppy girl suit, like the double zipper that allows easy access to the Debby’s cunt and tight little asshole. This way Johnny can fuck his bitch doggy style like a slutty bitch dog should be fucked, all the while keeping her in her suit. I’m seriously starting to enjoy this site more and more as I consider what these slaves must feel like as their humanity is stripped away from them and they are forced to take on animalistic personas. It must be amazing to have your mind become more and more like that of a base animal, slowly taking on only the concerns that a dog would have for example, such as wanting to go out to pee, being fed and being rubbed down. I’m appreciating Master’s puppy girl’s good training a hell of a lot more especially when I think about what she was first like when she came into our household! Anyways enjoy for yourselves seeing the transformation that Debby experiences as she is turned into a doberman puppygirl bitch!

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Master decided to hold a private party for some of his close friends who have worked with him in everydayslaves.com and are in the BDSM community. That being said he wanted the theme of the evening to be a formal BDSM wine and cheese. I was excited from the moment he told me about the party until he also added that I would be in charge of getting the wine and the cheese… I know nothing about these things! And worse yet, this meant that I had to go out…on my own… to buy the supplies for the party. Sure I have done groceries for Master, but usually I have a set list that he has made for me and I always go to the same grocery store. The first thing I had to do was research what kinds of wines go with which kinds of cheeses and foods and then figure out where I could get this stuff. Turns out your regular grocery store doesn’t always have specialized cheeses. At first I was very nervous about having to go out to all these different stores in search of the party supplies. Firstly because of the huge black leather collar that I wear and secondly because none of the clothes Master has given me seem appropriate to do too much running around in.  I felt like everyone knew what I was when they saw me… just a slave doing errands for her Master. And although when I do the groceries this is something that I am proud of, it is intimidating to go out to new places and feel as though every eye is on you, judging you. The more I went out though, the more I realized that people are pretty naive and even though they eye my collar suspiciously, it doesn’t mean that they know why I wear it. They might just think I’m partly a goth for all I know! Once I got over my paranoia, searching little cheese shops and specialty stores became kind of like a game, it was like I was on some little fun quest trying ot find all the things on my list.

Finally the night of the party arrived, our puppy girl and I had cleaned the whole house inside and out.  I had her wash the floors mostly since she’s still not allowed to walk on two legs. After some rigorous work  Master house looked fabulous, transformed into a sultry living space with black and gold decorations. That afternoon Master came home early with a surprise for both me and the pup. He had custom outfits made for us. The puppy girl was given a gold colored choke chain, with a dog tag that read her name and address in case she ever gets lost. She was also fitted with a delicate black leather harness that had gold studs decorating it. The harness wrapped around her whole torso and its pieces hook on together right near her pelvic bone so that some of the straps wind through her legs. Master also took out a black tail from his bag of surprises and attached it to her harness right over her tail bone. He also got a tray that attaches to the back of her harness so that if she is on her hands and knees, the tray can hold dishes of cups on it.

As for myself, Master bought me new thigh high boots with eight inch heels on them. They are black leather and lace up in the front…no zipper..which is kind of daunting, once those boots are on there is no way of getting out of them fast. I was also a black silk corset that left my breasts exposed and a little black petticoat that has gold sparkles in it. Along with this, Master handed me a tray that attaches to my hips and has straps that come up, with a bit for me to bite into. In this contraption, I have to keep my head up high and hold the bit in my teeth or else the tray flops down away from me and when things are on it everything would fall.

Master told us what he has planned for the evening and I learn that I will be carrying the wine glasses around to people on my tray. while our little puppy girl was to have the cheeses on her tray.  Master had his friend give us his slave for the night and she was the one who was in charge of filling  and restocking our trays before sending us out of the kitchen.  The night approached quickly and Master came to make sure that both I and our pup were ready. As a final surprise, Master took out something that looked like a leather mitt that laces up. He put my hands behind my back, both into the mitt and laces it up tight so that I was now forced to stand erect, head held up high, with my hands stuck behind me and a heavy tray in front of me. Then he placed what looked like a party mask on my face, decorated in peacock and black feathers. He then took out a long gold chain from his pocket and attached from the mitt to our puppy girl’s collar so that we were forced to walk one after another.

The guests came and left in what seems like a blur. Everything went well without a hitch and I was so proud to walk around serving people wine, getting to easedrop in on their conversations and murmurred appreaciations of how good the wine was or how pretty the pup and I were. Carrying the wine on my little tray was no easy feat though and if it weren’t for the little breaks that I got to take in the kitchen, I don’t know how long I would have lasted holding the tray up with my mouth. But it was well worth it, to make Master proud in front of his friends! Once all the wine was served, Master had the tray taken away from me and had me kneel on my hands and knees and act as a living coffee table. Our puppygirl as well, was placed next to a couch and forced to become a sidetable.  If I thought carrying the tray was hard, I had no idea how hard it would be to have full wine glasses places on my back. I could barely breathe for fear of one of the glasses toppling over! As the night wound down and people started to leave, the kitchen slave was allowed out to start cleaning up the mess. It was not until the last guests had left that the pup and I were allowed to move from our positions. The kitchen slave came and brought the pup to her kennel and I was allowed to crawl upstairs to Master’s room where I curled up on my blanket at the foot of his bed and promptly fell asleep.  Over all it wa an exceptional night!

Wasteland.com is always able to make me hot and wet when I browse through their galleries. You all know already how obsessed I am with Mistress Irony and so it should come to no surprise to you when I say that this is one of my favorite galleries featuring her and her slave Ava. It is the little things that these pictures show that turn me on the most I think. For example how Mistress Irony is casually reading her book while she has her slave masturbating on the kitchen counter. I love the fact that Irony doesn’t pay any attention  at all to Ava as she moans and writhes in pleasure.  She only notices Ava once she has made a mess. Another detail that turns me on is Ava’s dainty matching set on sheer bra and underwear…especially when she gets shoved into the shower and her undergarments become completely see-through!! Anyways I just wanted to share the gallery with you, hoping that one of you will appreciate it the way I do!

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I’ve already posted the photos of this wonderfully hardcore BDSM scene for you guys but I thought that you’d probably all enjoy getting to watch the actual videos as well. Mistress Irony is just so attractive to me that I guess that I assume that everyone loves her just as much as I do! I might be wrong, but I’m sure at least some of you are like me and cannot take your eyes off her smiling face as she inflicts unbelievable amounts of pain and torture upon her poor little slut Ava. Ava also intrigues me, I love watching her eyes well up with tears and her face contort as she is suffering. Mistress Irony tortures Ava by spraying water int her face, using clamps on both of her nipples as well as the lips of her pussy, using a vibrator to force her to cum, electro-shocking her and much more!

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Master Eric was invited by Animalizm.com to show off how well he can train his pet to become a puppy girl. Not only does he succeed amazingly well but I think he also really enjoyed the experience of being able to further de-humanize his beloved pet. In this hardcore BDSM scene, the poor little tattooed puppy girl has a two pronged hook place inside her nostrils as well as a large polished metal hook thrust into her anus. The two hooks are joined by some rope, forcing the slave to arch her back so that her head is up high and so is her ass. It is with this unconventional harshness that Master Eric X takes his new puppy girl for a walk, forcing her to maintain the arched back position while walking as well as making sure that she keeps up with him.  With her legs bound by duct tape so that she has to walk on her knees and her hands covered in latex making her walk not only on her knees but also her fists, this slutty little slave really does take on the appearance of a real pet bitch. I can only imagine what it feels like to have that cold metal hook place deep into her ass, moving slightly each time she moves forward, pulling on her nose if she does not move fast enough. What a truly awesome way to take your pet for a walk!

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