What’s BDSM Stand for, Anyway?

First, let’s define BDSM. It’s a fairly recent term that encompasses consensual explorations of sensation and/or power dynamics. Categories like Bondage and Discipline, Dominance and Submission, and Sadism and Masochism are part of BDSM and can include acts like biting, spanking, tying up your partner, wearing nipple clamps, playing with sensations like ice cubes and hot wax, making use of blindfolds and gags, and role-playing, such as partners taking on dominant and submissive roles.

The most common question we hear is “But why would anyone like pain?”  Remember that BDSM is an exploration of erotic sensation. Being blindfolded and tied up while your partner massages your shoulders and then drips hot wax on your back is a very different experience than visiting the dentist for that long overdue cleaning. When aroused, our bodies process sensations differently, and sometimes a bite or a spank can suddenly feel exquisite.

People love BDSM because it gets their motors revving. It’s fun, exciting, and it feels good. It can be an emotional thrill, a great way to reinvigorate a relationship, or to connect with a partner and create intimacy. BDSM isn’t just a different kind of sex. Elements of BDSM that make you hot can be incorporated into your current sexual repertoire.

“Safe, Sane, and Consensual”

That’s the motto of the BDSM community. While a BDSM exchange can look intimidating, it’s important to know that the people involved have talked beforehand and decided what they would like to experience together  It’s this process that clearly separates BDSM from abuse. Communication and consent are the tools that people who enjoy BDSM use to keep themselves and their partners safe.

Some people are afraid that if they consent to some aspect of BDSM play, they’ll never be able to say “no” if they decide they don’t like spanking or bondage after all. Remember that you are in complete control of how you act on your desires. And you have a right to use your safeword (see safety tip later on), change your mind, or re-negotiate at any time.

Other people are afraid that once they experience stronger sensations, they will want more and more. That might happen, but it’s unlikely that trying out a set of nipple clamps will be a one-way ticket to the dungeon and a full-time master/slave relationship.

Let’s Get Going!

So how do you get started exploring BDSM?  For many people, the biggest obstacle to introducing BDSM into a sexual relationship is bringing up the subject with a partner. It’s scary to express your desires about something that some folks consider “sick” or “perverted.”  First, congratulate yourself for being in touch with your fantasies. It’s hard to even know what we like in this sex-phobic culture. Then, take a deep breath and consider these suggestions:

1. Talk about it. If you and your partner don’t routinely talk about sex, get into the habit. You don’t have to blurt out “We need to talk about our sex life!” to get the ball rolling. Using sentences like “I love it when you ________” and “You’re so sexy when you ________” is a great way to start conversations about sex. Find vocabulary that seems right to you. It’s guaranteed that the first few sentences of your first conversation will be the hardest, but rest assured—it will get easier.
2. Make a list. One of our favorite Babeland tips for kick-starting conversations about sex is the Yes/No/Maybe list. Together you and your partner write down every dirty, naughty, far-fetched sexual act you’ve ever heard of, and then each person categorizes these acts under the headings “Yes!  I’d love to!”, “No! I’d never ever do that!” and “Maybe, if the conditions were right.”  You may have sexual interests in common that you’ve never explored!
3. What turns you on? Explore what turns you on by reading erotica or watching porn. If you find a BDSM moment that gets you going, share it with a partner. Marking a story in a book or magazine and saying, “I thought this was hot!” can be easier than bringing up the subject independently.
4. Safety first. When partners negotiate, they usually designate a safeword. A safeword allows you to withdraw consent at any time if the action gets too intense. Some common safewords include “red” to mean “stop now” and “yellow” to mean “slow down” or “let’s check in with each other.”
5. Start small. If you want to re-create the ideal BDSM fantasy you’ve been having for years, what do you do if the fantasy involves elaborate costumes, exotic scenery, and multiple actors?  Keep it simple. Isolate one part of the fantasy that makes you hot—like a particular power dynamic or a specific action like spanking—and try out that part.
6. Get all tied up. If you want to restrain your sweetie in a snap, it’s worth a small investment in a pair of nice leather cuffs. While silk scarves or metal handcuffs are tempting, both can tighten unexpectedly and restrict circulation. If you like the look and feel of rope, search for something soft and sensual at the hardware store. Don’t let your lack of a knot-tying merit badge keep you from tying each other up!  Make sure that knots aren’t too tight by using the two finger rule. You should be able to slip two fingers comfortably between the rope and your partner’s wrist or ankle.
7. Brand spankin’ new. Spanking is a great BDSM tool to incorporate into a current sexual relationship. The best way to start is with your hands, so you know exactly how hard you are hitting. Aim your strokes for the fleshy areas of the body that have large muscles to absorb the impact. The butt and thighs are popular choices. Avoid the kidneys, joints, feet and hands.
8. Clippity clamp. Nipple clamps (also known as nipple clips) are a great way to add stimulation while keeping your hands free for more fun. And they’re not just for nipples! You can use clamps anywhere you can pinch an inch of skin. Look for adjustable clamps like Clover Clamps and Tweezer Clamps which allow you to control the amount of pressure exerted. If you’re using clamps on someone else, it’s good to remember that the most intense moment is when you remove the clamps and blood comes rushing back to the area.

Source: Babeland | Author: Alicia Guinn

As you can see, the post before this got a nice little comment from a few commenters about loving the cuckold/sissymaid lifestyle, so here is another great little caption! You can join Master’s website and see much much more.

Both master and I take great pride and pleasure in making you guys happy (hence the second caption in the same theme!) so please leave your comments, about anything and everything - we love to talk to you! I’m putting together a new forum so you guys can chat more easily…I do hope some of you use it :) It’ll be much more user friendly and nice to use than the old one!

If you hadn’t guessed - this caption image is from Everydayslaves.com - My master’s website :)

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Fetish Fashion and BDSM I think make up some of the most interesting, and beautiful creations and expressions. Through enacting these fetish fantasies we release the pressure valve of oddity that lives within all of us. I think if I weren’t a fulltime slave, and receiving daily abuse I would be like a pressure cooker - and eventually explode. I wish more people would let out their inner demons, confront and enjoy them. Sites that portray stuff like this I think help humanity rather that detract from it.

I simply love these images, from Wasteland - to me they are the essence of what my BDSM fantasies are. They amalgamate reality, with hollywood style “shine”. And I never really see that anywhere else. I’m lucky Master bought a membership from them (even though they are friends, those who run these sites like to support each other) - as in this day in age, outright theft of the hard work of others is commonplace and widespread, which is an unfortunate reality - but I don’t think it’s going anywhere.

Sucking cock is for me, is something almost holy. I worship the cock…like a golden idol - when I suck Master’s cock, or any cock he tells me to suck - I imagine it being equivalent to someone going to church, or synagogue, or mosque, or whatever - for me it’s like my place of worship, where I pray and worship my god. The cock. I can’t get enough of these images…

Don’t waste your time…your not going to find anything free out there in choppy tiny small little 20 second clips that rivals the TRUE HD (High Definition) of these slaves sucking cock, getting fucked, beaten, abuzed, electrocuted…it takes about 30 seconds, costs as much as a pizza, and you get to download 14 YEARS worth of stuff. Don’t be stupid. Seriously.

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I’m used and abused daily. I get peed on and caged, and beaten…I wake up and my morning routine involves all sorts of bodily fluids. I love the fact that my morning routine involves anal sex. I love the fact that I am woken up when Master decides he wants me up, and through the bars in my cage I receive his morning cock. I look forward to it…because I want it! This poor woman in the story didn’t…and thats where it becomes wrong.

“Copenhagen - A Danish court has jailed a man for sexually abusing his former girlfriend, despite the fact that she had signed a contract agreeing to be his sex slave, media here reported on Friday.

The 24-year-old man, whose name was not given, had held a woman with whom he had previously had a sadomasochistic relationship bound in a cellar.

He whipped and raped her, but insisted she had agreed to the abuse by signing a “sex slave contract,” the Ritzau news agency reported.

A Copenhagen court ruled the man had tricked her into signing the contract, and sentenced him to three years behind bars.

The couple had met after splitting up so the woman could sign some papers.

She told the court she had not noticed he had slipped a contract into the pile stating that she agreed to be his slave in a sadomasochistic relationship, Ritzau reported.

The man had shown up at her apartment a week later, handcuffed and gagged her and drove her to their former home. After abusing her, he had left her chained to a water pipe in the cellar, from where she had finally managed to escape.

In addition to the prison term, the court sentenced the 24-year-old to pay his former girlfriend compensation of about €9 600.“

I actually think its harder being a dominant than a submissive sometimes…you have to walk this fine line, because as a slave, we want things done to us that we don’t want. We want to be tortured…at least some of us do. So as a dominant you need to give just enough torture to fulfill our cravings for it, but not become so abusive that pushes us beyond our limits. I have a very high tolerance for abuse, and if I didn’t receive it daily, I’d be depressed - its just how I’m built, I can’t help it.

On the other side of the coin…always read what your going to sign!

Master documented a man who invited him along to roam the streets with him. Eventually the man went into an alley and stumbled upon this hot little tart of an asian girl. After some negotiating, he brought her back to his place, and when she finds herself ecurely restrained, she tries to resist this deviant’s manipulation of her body. She soon discovers that the pain she feels is quickly turning to pleasure. Since there is no chance of escape, she realizes that her only option is to deal with it and whatever his warped mind can come up with. Spanking, strapping, pussy and breast flogging, oral sex, large toy insertions, Squirting (a lot of it!) and lots more…. bdsm, bondage, fetish, kink, domination, slave, collar, leash, suspension, asian, amateur, submission

Check out the entire thing!

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How hot is that?! Her voice simply melts my insides…it is so visceral, it makes me feel like I’m sitting in the room with her, it makes me feel as if it’s me in her position - as if I’m the one craving with all my being to paint my Goddesses’ toe nails. Alas, I’ll just have to wait until Master brings over one of his girlfriends for me to pamper! Check out Master’s Website for more!

One of the things that I love about Master’s site is that - while yes there are over 80 full length original lifestyle BDSM videos, and the same amount of pictures, plus bonus content from other sites…theres also tons of stuff like wallpapers, and full length books you can read, to interviews with the couples…and now captions, and audio captions! Check it out if you don’t believe me!!

If your interested in watching them fully - check out Master’s website, and see for yourself :) Or if your interested you can check out just the lesbian BDSM couples he’s documented!

It’s hard finding serious BDSM content on the internet these days, I of course will always love Master’s lifestyle BDSM documentary, but sometimes I like to step out of reality and into fantasy - just a little bit. For this, there is honestly nothing…simply nothing like Wasteland. The oldest BDSM site on the internet. 14 years of updating…do you have any idea how much content that is?! The video I’m posting here is a video from their MASSIVE video and picture collection, and they have an amazing variety of different styles of video, including a huge online DVD collection included FOR FREE!

For those that enjoy a large variety of BDSM content for your daily dose, there is simply no better choice…an amazing mix of reality, and fantasy, extremely hardcore painslut stuff, extreme bondage, extreme sex, foot worship…the works!

I don’t “review” sites that often, but once in a while I just need to…I’ve even talked about Wasteland once before - and if your anything from a BDSM “newbie” to a connaisseur, this site is simply one of the “must joins”. Even though money is a little tight in the current economy…if your going to treat yourself to anything this month…make sure it’s a wasteland.com membership!

I must admit, it was a very very fun trip. Master left the puppy slave and house slave with trusted friends here in Montreal, while we went down to South Beach. We enjoyed the company of some very serious BDSM players, whom I received new methods of training and new levels of sadistic punishment from. I got to swim in a pool and the ocean in a full latex body suit, and I got to lounge in the sand at Master’s feet while passers-by stared in disbelief at my super strict posture collar. When going to the bars to pickup drinks for Master and his friends at the various bars on the beach I was always greeted with wide eyes and plenty of questions - which was pretty cool. Most people were very open minded about my collar, and usually just asked very general questions. I got a few “how can you live like that?” sort of disgusted people, but I always responded with a smile and just stated that it’s the life that I couldn’t imagine being without.

Some people were very curious and I guess knew a little about the lifestyle and would even come up and talk to Master completely ignoring me, Master would let them touch me, or spank me, and a few were even invited to sit down and use me as a foot stool. And as tempted as I know Master was to offer me for sexual pleasures - he’s not stupid and wouldn’t risk my health just for a few kicks.

It’s funny getting back into the swing of things…cleaning the house again, and maintaing the puppy slave and house slave - I must admit I already miss the atmosphere and being the center of attention down in Florida. The plane ride back was simply amazing, Master allowed me the window seat and there were thunder storms going right up the entire eastern seaboard. It was night time and every few seconds I would see a huge thunder-head cloud light up like a light bulb. And then lightning going straight across the entire horizon. Amazing stuff.

I did have to remove my collar going through the security checkpoints because they have metal rings on them obviously, and like usual there were plenty of wide eyes and odd questions. It has been years since I’ve not had my posture collar on for more than just a few seconds. Even when Master (as I talk about in this post) bought me a new collar, he made the change almost instantaneous. So being without my collar for the few minutes it took to cross the check points was excruciating. My neck felt fine and I could move and everything, although turning my head without my body turning felt very very very strange - I just felt toally naked. My soul felt bare to the world.

All in all, it was an amazing experience! And now that I’m back - you can look forward to regular updates :)

I’ve showed off this couple several times before, but it never gets old for me. I personally love nothing more than giving Master pleasure with my mouth. Why? Because when I am sucking Master’s cock, I am not getting any pleasure in return. I love to be used, and therefore sucking cock is one of my favorite things to do! It also looks great in BDSM porn, as who doesn’t like seeing a girl gag on a cock, and get a dumptruck full of cum in her mouth and on her face?!

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When I was younger I had friends over, and I had been looking at BDSM porn, which was to be expected - but I remember some of my friends were over and they found my stash of porn…it was so embarassing, I wanted to climb into a little hole and die!

This new browser called Heatseek is simply amazing, as you can see from some of these screenshots - the entire browser is password protected. And everything that you watch with the browser is encrypted, so NO ONE but you can see it! How amazing is that?!

Download it for free, and unlock a TON of features by upgrading to the gold edition!

Another amazing thing about the browser, is that when your setting it up, the icon to launch the software can be any icon you want, and any name - so only you know what it is. So for example, you can have it as an icon for a spreadsheet, called "Tax Returns". Who will look at that?! And if by some grace of god, someone does - then it is password protected, and you can say "Well I don’t want anyone seeing my tax returns!!!

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The super cool thing about it, is that everything you look at is completely encrypted and only viewable from inside the browser. It’s really perfect for keeping prying eyes away. You can also Make playlists, drag-n-drop, video bookmarks, batch rename, and more! There is even a Powerful download manager, web crawler, and search engine.

Even techcrunch, playboy, and maxim have commented on this software and say how good it is!

I highly recommend trying the free version, and it’s really cheap to buy - if I lived a different lifestyle, this would be my first priority to buy. I’m not trying to push it on you, but I HATE when people used to go through my computer…it always made me so nervous, I’d sit there white as a sheet terrified that they’d find what I’d been looking at, either on purpose, or by accident.

Save yourself the stress, and embarassement. Seriously.

Download it for free, and unlock a TON of features by upgrading to the gold edition!

I love this couple, I always have. You’ve no doubt this lifestyle BDSM couple before, but now that I have my very own fetish movies site, that I can use - I decided to show you a great clip of them :) Obviously it’s not even close to full-length, you’d have to join Master’s Site for that, where you get LOADS of movies, now their even starting to be in high definition! All those captions…so much stuff.

Anyway, enjoy the movie, and here I’ll even include a gallery of them for you :)

Again, I highly recommend joining Everydayslaves.com - with your help, maybe Master will buy me some new toys…it’s be a really long time!

Being a lifestyle slave myself, it’s rather inevitable that I am stuck doing random chores and tasks constantly. On the upside, each chore I do feels like I am submitting and serving Master - and therefore almost everythingI do feels sexual. Which I think I’m actually quite lucky to experience! I am essentially having foreplay all day, every day. I think that’s quite a novel concept. And of course - just like Hellizabeth a mostly submissive girl that I’ve talked about before from Everydayslaves.com documentaries, life is often far more interesting as a fultime submissive…cleaning and cooking is often made more difficult and challenging - painful even, as BDSM submissive…but you won’t find me complaining! It all comes back to essentially constantly being in the midst of sexual foreplay. How cool is that?!

Enjoy the video :)

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Master was very lucky to have met Starla and her husband Randy. A young married couple that have switched to being a completely 24/7 BDSM marriage. I thought this was really interesting to talk about, especially with this picture because as you can see, Randy is not the one worshipping Goddess Starla’s feet at the moment! No, in fact - Randy is holding a video camera.

Goddess Starla thought it would be very good for Randy’s training if he came along on her lesbian adventures. Training him to be a perfect cuckold, starting with women - and eventually having other boyfriends. It’s hard to believe this is a real couple sometimes isn’t it? Even myself as a 24/7 slave, seeing another fulltime couple like this is rather staggering…and imagining the humiliation Randy must be going through as Starla takes it a step further and asks My Master if Randy can be the camera man for this documentary!

Master also normally operates both the video camera as well as the still camera, which can be quite grueling a task - and he admitted to how very very nice it was to get to relax a bit and let Randy take over the video. The full length videos and stuff are all published at Everydayslaves.com and probably going to be published shortly to Master’s Clips4sale.com store as well where you can buy just a clip at a time, if you prefer.

This was quite an amazing night with Starla and Randy as previously mentioned, she had her first (documented) lesbian experience. It was rather humilating for Randy I would assume as Starla had her friend Vesta worship her shoes, her feet, and then to make things more interesting Vesta started acting up, so you quite literally see Starla almost wrestling Vesta and asking Randy for help, and you see a great and quite humorous point of view from Randy running to get a collar and leash from Starla’s bag, and attach it around Vesta’s small neck, and then duct tape her arms behind her back - forcing her down again unable to act up anymore, being duct taped and collared and leashed, forced to fetch Starla’s vibrator - so that Starla could masturbate while Vesta worships her feet. It is truly one of the most beautiful BDSM experiences that I’ve seen documented.

I seriously recommend checking it out.

Now I need to take the puppy-slave out in the backyard to pee, and I apologize for not updating so often, we’ve just been so very busy around the household as it’s been a rotating door of new slaves in the household - as they come in, thinking they like this lifestyle of 24/7 submission to my Master, and then realising after a week of being caged, beaten, fucked, used, and abused that it’s not for them.

I Highly recommend The Training of O!!

Training of O is one of my favorite websites…I’ve written about them a few times, and happened to cross paths with this tremendous site once again. I noticed that Princess Donna who has been a domme for god knows how long and has been an object of my admiration for as long as I’ve been browsing the internet. Master knows I am fully bi-sexual and understands that I crave to worship women as much as I do men - and as I’ve stated in the past, true love is understanding one’s needs. Master often invites his female dom friends over to use and abuse me, and as you may also know from previous posts I have an undying foot and shoe fetish.

Back to the point, I’ve always wanted to worship Donna, so this particular series of videos really shocked me into a whole slew of new fantasies as for the first time I see Donna as a slave! Upon searching further now, I have found a few more videos of her as a sub, but her in 4 days of training on the training of O is simply staggering.

The thing that really gets me about these people is that they really all work together - they have their offices and whatever that they do…so to think that for 4 days they could do these amazingly beautiful things to Donna, and then when it’s done to be able to sit next to each other in the office. It reminds me of the days that many of you have become familiar with. The days of basically being a whore at school with my friend. Forcing ourselves into the life of common prostitutes, sucking cock in the bathrooms at lunch, and then sitting next to those very same boys in class.

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I have long worshipped Maitresse Madeline. Her grace, beauty, and ability to tease, torture, and love her submissives won me over the very first time I saw one of her videos. Her personality, and her love for her submissives is unparalleled by anyone I’ve ever known.

To be locked in chastity, with quite literally no way to pleasure myself - She has held the key to my manhood. She alone had and to this day continues to have the power both mentally and physically over the thing that makes me a man. I have watched in awe as her other submissives, also locked in chastity are forced to wear strap-ons to pleasure her…the cruelty is immeasurable…be able to have the motion of fucking this…this…Goddess - but without being able to feel it. The torment is beyond imaginable. The excruciating irony of it all forces my cock hard within my CB-6000 - even with the restriction of the firm plastic my cock swells up inside, with the pain and frustration, my cock constantly straining against the walls of the cage that keeps me virgin is testament to the literal stature of “Goddess” that Maitresse Madeline has achieved. The pinnacle of female achievement.

Maitresse Madline has the ability to bring a man to his knees and worship her, as if she were an idol - simply by flicking her foot. A man even normally wanting to “fuck bitches” can be brought to his knees and be content…no…not content, but happy and thankful to lick, clean, worship and serve the the feet of this amazing woman.

You will quite simply not find a more amazing Mistress to hold your key.

Thank you for your submission, and for your admiration of this amazing Goddess - I often wish I had a cock, so that I too could feel the delicious horror of handing over my key to Maitresse Madeline. And if you too would like to show your appreciation for her, please either E-mail me, or leave your comments on this post!

Memories come rushing back to me when I happen to visit Roperookie.com to see what’s new. Which is often, as they update it constantly, just like Master’s site…every week theres a ton of new stuff to look at. So they come highly recommended by my humble self!

Sometimes vulnerability is hottest when it isn’t forced. When it’s given willingly. When my friend and I in highschool wanted to be “prostitutes” and got our guy friend to be our “pimp” - I think that was willingly given vulnerability. We gave ourselves to him, we asked him to hit us on days we didn’t make much money. We wanted to be whores. We wanted no choice but to have ten different boys shove their cocks in our mouths in the bathroom at lunch-time and call us dirty names, and then have to sit next to them in class. Vulnerability is a rush.

This screenshot was sent in by slaveduties.com avid reader and commenter “Subdub” who started playing the game when it launched just under two weeks ago. He asked me not to reveal his character name, but he is indeed playing a female character “Assassin” class he tells me! Sounds cool!

I find it pretty amazing that themes like this can be made available to gamers of all ages. Obviously finding adult material on the internet for those that are under-age is increasingly easy however upon looking into the issue myself, ther “Mature content” of the game can be turned off, therefore not exposing our poor chained up slave girl! Apparently Age of Conan is the first game of it’s kind to include as much adult content from hookers and pimps in the “hub” cities, to some pretty colorful swearing, and even naked tied up women! I’m starting to think I’d like to play this game!

A little compilation of a few different videos that Master has documented and that can be found within the members only area of his site Everydayslaves.com which I’m sure many of my long-time readers are familiar with by now!

Please visit Master’s site :) You won’t be dissapointed!

It’s a neat page in which you can find some of Master’s content, and view it legally, for a small cost - as it’s not free to do what Master does, and while primarily it is the passion of his life, it also puts food in my dog-dish ;) It’s not all of whats contained within Everydayslaves.com of course, but theres still a bunch of stuff to look at and enjoy! Me being dominated IS in there, however I’m not allowed to mention which…my face is covered as I’ve explained in the past, but I am indeed on film now :) It’s fairly recent, if that tells you anything! hehe

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The lifestyle I live is different than most. And while I wouldn’t change it for the world, and I have no regrets…it isn’t a lifestyle that could ever accomodate having a child. My arms are tied in a reverse prayer position for days at a time. I am constantly beaten and abused, I sleep in a cage I barely fit in, I haven’t walked bare-foot in over a year, I am permanently locked into 6 inch high heels, my mouth and throat is usually filled with a massive penis gag, Master’s urine very rarely goes down the toilet, but instead I happily and lovingly drink every drop…anyway, you get the point. My life isn’t condusive to having a baby.

Today though, I felt that rare maternal instinct…that instinct to have something grow within me, for me to take care of and love. I would of course never bring a child into my life, unless I decided to lead a “normal” lifestyle. Some may think me crazy for my lifestyle, for what I love, and whom I love - but I’m not a looney…I would never even dream to EVER think of bringing a child into this household. It would be wrong. And while there may be some that disagree with me, I think your wrong. BDSM and children DO NOT MIX.

Today I found myself in my cage in the morning as usual, the three padlocks keeping me in my home within a home securely. I found myself half-asleep half dreaming of what it would be like to be a mother. When Master woke up and let me out, and even as he lovingly turned me around as he usually does in the morning, removing the butt-plug and replacing it with his thick cock to have his morning fuck, I dreamed slightly of what it would be like to be a mother. Even as he released his morning piss into my mouth, and even as I did my morning chores, waking up the house slave to start on her chores, and to let the puppy-slave out into the backyard to pee, I thought….what would it be like to be a mother?

My first free moment, I jumped on the computer and started looking for images to satisfy this strange desire…I’ll show you a few of my favorites, and how absolutely beautiful they look. These women are so naturally gorgeous, their big bellies swollen with gorgeous little life. A naked pregnant woman is something to behold…I find it so erotic, and I found my legs hanging off each arm of my chair, one finger rubbing my clit, the other furiously going through the photos.

I just find these women so amazingly erotic. I found an amazing site called Preggolicious.com and the images and video that I watched were just so completely stunning. And I think it actually had the opposite effect, it kind of made me want to get pregnant even more! I suppose everyone has things they want but can never have. Every choice we make ultimately creates our path thereby eliminating possibilities of other things.

I still believe I made the right choice. I don’t think I could live a normal lifestyle. Master had a friend over, and I was pulled out of masturbation session to go serve them lunch and then sit on his friends cock while they spoke, which was nice because I got to have a cock in my pussy, as my ass is reserved for Master alone, he’s not really into BDSM but has been a good friend of Master’s since they were kids, so he rubbed my breasts softly, and it just made me think more of how it’d be like to be in a normal lifestyle, making love gently and softly, my breasts caressed…Master left the room and his friend took the oppurtunity to cum, which unfortunately was into a condom so I didn’t get to feel the spurt into my cunt, but it was nice to feel it pulsate in my pussy anyway!

Anyway, enough blabbing hehe - I seriously recommend this site, as it has so much stuff to look at and do! And of course, if your more into BDSM, Master’s site is always the best choice!

It’s rather difficult though answering individual e-mails, and extremely time consuming…with my house chores, serving Master, taking care of the house-slave and the puppy slave, I barely get any time in my cage to sleep! So this is an important step for me, my website, and the small community that has grown from it. I want to talk to all of you, and have everyone see the discussions, I want you to talk to each other, whether it be BDSM related or not - it doesn’t matter! Lets just make this place a great place for everyone!

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Pleasant little video of some friend’s of Master which many of you have come to know quite well! Theres a LOT of footage of them inside Master’s Site which many of you already know of ;) But this is a nice little clip that I really love due to the frustration of Marcy being in bondage. I mean, it took place when Master took the couple down to an abandoned building - as you can probably tell from the nasty surroundings! And basically Marcy was tied up and left alone in that room with the camera…a foreign place, with the humiliation of being taped struggling not being able to get out or turn off the camera that was recording her every move…worst the fact that the camera wasn’t hidden or anything, it was right there! blatant! feet away from her…and she couldn’t do anything to turn it off.

The fact that Master documenting them at all was her Mistresses idea and not hers, so I can only imagine how much more frustrating that must’ve been. Theres so much more video inside Master’s site of this couple too…especially in this building! It’s really rather unbelievable

I love this set of pictures from Master’s website Everydayslaves.com - it’s of when Eris was transformed into a household decoration for her own apartment! Which sounds a little weird…so I’ll explain again, for those that aren’t familiar with the couple. Basically when Master first met with Eris, as many of you already do know - she was a Mistress…however the next time Master met with her it was because her old Master who had left the city due to work, called her in advance to tell her he was coming back. So she called Master to ask him to document it. Next thing we know, he makes her a decoration in a corner…tied, and clamped, and her own shoes dangling from her collar!

I must hand it to her Master…he knows how to humiliate his slaves. He also tied her hands to her neck and forced her to take a shower, and through her shoes in with her. How humiliating is that? To be made into a decoration in your own house, and forced to shower in your own shower and have your own high heels thrown into the shower with you…washing with them, almost as equals. Unbelieviable…check it all out at Master’s Website!

I never talked so much about my beatings…caning, spanking, flogging…all part of a regular days routine for me. I am seldom without welts and bruises on my body, and this is of my own desire usually - as I very rarely disobey Master, and therefore very rarely deserve the corporal punishment, but I need it. I feel empty without it - and so Master must suffer the agonizing task of beating me when I don’t deserve it, so that I can feel my skin burn and tingle with the crack of each stroke. My ass, and my theighs and the insides or my arms are where I usually take my beatings - on days I don’t actually deserve it…I’ve built up resistance to pain in these areas from months and months of constant beating.

My inner theighs however are reserved for when I deserve the punishments - I have no resistance to the cracks of Master’s cane here…just bare, smooth, unbruised flesh to turn bright pink and red. These beatings I’m always tied up for…when I deserve it…the pain is just too strong and I would thrash too wildly if it wasn’t for my bond