Hey guys!
I have to admit, I feel a little more insignificant than usual today. I’ve been browsing the net a lot lately, helping Master with some of his more menial online tasks - and I can’t help but notice all the other BDSM related blogs out there. I mean it makes me happy in a way, because I kind of feel like I’m part of a community! But at the same time…I feel a little like a sheep sometimes lol. Perhaps I’m just not used to this thinking on my own - It’s still been extremely hard coming to grips with having to make decisions and think again. Before it was so simple.
Maybe I’m just lazy? I mean as a pure slave I worked harder physically than most people do…cleaning, gardening, sexually…but now with the (not so) simple addition of having to think and decide what to do next - it all just gets so much more draining. Licking the toilet clean isn’t hard. Licking the toilet clean while having to think, and decide on what to do after your done licking the toilet clean - is hard.
But not everything is a downer! I get to spend lots of time talking to all you awesome people that e-mail me and chat with me through my chat box (located on the left hand bar there pretty hard to miss!) - I get to see all this awesome content produced by so many people on the net…I’ve signed up to at least 15 different sites (most of which I loved so much that I’ve linked to them here on my own site) And I’m starting to garner somewhat of a noteriety out here on the net! Check it out! Page rank 3 by google! Who woulda thought the boys upstairs would look kindly down on lil’ old me.
I think being a perma-decoration in the halls of some huge coproration, permanently sealed in gold, and bindings, is the hottest thing ever! I don’t know why Google made me think of that :P But I’ve slowly been reading The Sleeping Beauty Novels by A.N. Roquelaure (Anne Rice). That series is simply amazing, and really makes me ponder and appreciate my own slave-life. However I must admit it would be pretty romantic to be sent to some foreign lands to be raped, and enslaved by all their torturous yet lovingly decorated and beautiful devices :) One of them being bound in gold cloth as a decoration in these huge endless halls.
Enough ranting! Yikes!
These tangents are getting worst and worst as my mind evolves back into humanity again…its devilishly frustrating, and it’s earned my a number of slaps and punishments when I start talking profusely to Master.
Until Next time!
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