It’s rare that I get to enjoy a sensual session of lovemaking, I’ve never really been that big a fan of it anyway. I don’t think I’ve ever had that “oh my god I’m in love with this big strong man thats going to take care of me forever and ever!” feeling while being made love to slowly and gently and whispered to. Nope, in my experience it’s always happened right after the last blow of a cane, or the last tug on a hogtie that was so tight it constrained my breath, broke my back, made me go instantly numb, and want to die - thats when I fall in love! But all that being said my faithful readers I must confess…I have recently enjoyed a very “pleasant” session of lovemaking - one in which my pleasure was put before that of the man. I’m not used to this you see - my life is not really my life at all as your probably aware by now! My actions, emotions, cravings are all completely bound to and controlled by my Master. Every single thing I do in a day is for his pleasure, and by his order. Whether it be cleaning, cooking, or of a more sexual nature. But last night I got a slight respite from my life as a slave! yes…IT WAS MY BIRTHDAY!!! happy birthday to me!
    To be honest I didn’t even remember it was my birthday, I usually don’t even know what the date or month is (although now with being forced on the computer by Master I’ve picked up a little bit). I’ve been such an intense slave for so long now that I completely forget that I even have a birthday. I’ve found that even my thoughts have turned completely docile and submissive, I no longer rebel or think of my own volition - which I’ve found a little eerie, but makes Master very very happy. Eventually I’m meant to be a mindless slave, and permanently body modified. I certainly have an interesting life ahead of me - and I’m only 24 ;) He says I’ll get one permanent body modification each year until I’m 30, and will then start to discuss permanent mind alteration - labotomy I suppose or something akin to that. My first permanent mark as I posted recently was my brand. In a few months, all my hair including pubic, head, eyebrows etc etc will be removed. Eventually leading up to permanently locking my arms in a very strict reverse prayer. By the way this gallery reminds me so much of Master’s favorite ways to tie me (where her arms are behind her back…) neener neener neener my arms can get closer! :)
    ANYWAY!! Back to my birthday damn it! So last night my Master brings home this gorgeous guy, just immaculate body - and he tells him he can do whatever he wants to me, as long as its for my pleasure. He was totally vanilla, but it was a nice change of pace! He fucked me slowly and gently, and put his cock in my mouth gently without the intent to make me choke. It was very pleasant, however I found myself wanting him to just hurt me already! I pushed those feelings aside though knowing in the morning I’d probably get a beating to knock me back into my senses :P It was a wonderful evening and put me in the mood to post this video I found - It at least resembles or makes me feel how I did last night!
-Slaveduties
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