2007 April

Pony boots!

23. April 2007

I’m not really sure what to write about today - I’ve felt a little bland all day. Master bought me some cool pony boots the other day, and he finally took me for a stroll around town. We used to get a lot of weird looks when he took me out, for example to go [...]

Only a fool’s dream

22. April 2007

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I’ve always seen myself as a doll. Something inatimate for my owner to play with. Master built a room in the house just for this purpose! I remember back when IÂ was allowed to speak, I told him about my desire to be his doll - and while technically I already was minus the strings, [...]

A beautiful concept

21. April 2007

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Once in a while I love to contemplate the idea of being a submissive. The idea, or concept of being a slave in normal terms is a horrendous thought - and yet subs everywhereÂ just likeÂ me, willingly give themselves over to be dominated. I still don’t understand why, and to be honest I couldn’t give [...]

Touch your toes!

16. April 2007

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It took me 6 months of being hogtied to get my toes to touch the back of my head in this position. One of my first Master’s couldn’t stand the fact that I couldn’t do it and quite literally trained me. It was one of the happiest moments of my life - akin to [...]

What isn’t my fetish?

15. April 2007

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What IS your fetish? I’ll be honest, I don’t think I have one fetish in particular - I think my fetish is the need to be submissive, whatever it may entail. I think many girls like to be dominated in the bedroom (or bathroom)- taken control of a bit, let the man do the [...]

Branded

14. April 2007

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So I finally got my Master’s permanent mark today. I think the worst part is that while being branded he decided not to tie me up. I was leashed to one of many O-rings connected to every wall and ceiling, but other than that I was physically free. Which meant while he stamped the fiery [...]

Cock, does the body good.

12. April 2007

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Theres not many things in life that can make you feel more used than a big cock in your throat. Giving a blowjob has been one of my many passions since for as long as I can remember. I’ve lost count of how many cocks I’ve sucked dry! I remember back in highschool one [...]

I want, I want!

11. April 2007

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DeÂ·vice Â Â Â 1. a thing made for a particular purpose; an invention or contrivance, esp. a mechanical or electrical one. 2. a plan or scheme for effecting a purpose. 3. a crafty scheme; trick. Thank you once again dictionary.com! I don’t even know where to start! I begged Master today to let me go romp with the the guys from [...]

Now, normally…

10. April 2007

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It never fails to amaze me what the human sexuality is capable of. I’ve been so in tune with my own sexuality, and in fact have essentially dedicated my life to it - and yet, today once again, I discovered a new fetish. I awoke as usual in my cage, tied and gagged and [...]

Now, normally…

10. April 2007

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It never fails to amaze me what the human sexuality is capable of. I’ve been so in tune with my own sexuality, and in fact have essentially dedicated my life to it - and yet, today once again, I discovered a new fetish. I awoke as usual in my cage, tied and gagged and [...]

Just hurt me instead

9. April 2007

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Â Â Â Â I’ve officially hit rock bottom in my life as a sub. I’ve been raped, and beaten, and stretched into such contorted positions I thought I’d never walk upright again. I’ve given my life and my soul over to people - to use as a thing and I’ve loved every damn moment of it…until now. Â Â Â Â [...]

Ah, Sundays

8. April 2007

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Â Â Â Â Sunday is always a rough day of the week for me. It’s the one day a week in which my Master is home all day - which usually means I’m well used. The thing I do look forward to though is browsing the net with him - It’s the one chance I get to [...]