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Master hasn’t loan me to Mistress Bella yet but I have to admit that I am really excited to spend the day with her again. I’m sure she is going to be a very stern and demanding Mistress even though she was so nice to me when we went shopping. I kind of imagine her being like Mistress Irony, or at least that’s what I am hoping for, and yes I know that as a Slave I should have no expectations. It’s just that I can’t stop thinking about her and her long perfect hair. I’m really curious about what her dominant side will be like. aster assured me that I will not have an easy time with her and has taken the liberty of increasing my punishments saying that I need to be trained harder if I am going to be allowed to go service her. So recently I’ve found myself watching a hell of a lot of Lezdom hoping to get some ideas of not only what to expect but how to better please Mistress Bella when the chance comes. I found this sexy hardcore pain session with Mistress Irony and Trisha Uptown.

Mistress Irony is so stern with Trisha and shows no mercy as the zaps her and beats her. Trisha is the perfect slave however and obeys her Mistress perfectly.  I can only hope that I will be as deserving as Trisha is when I get to serve Mistress Bella. I especially love when Mistress Irony forces Trisha to worship her heels. There’s just something about being on your hands and knees and looking up at your Mistress as you lick and suck on her leather stilettos that drives me crazy. The one thing I love more then a pair of kinky high heels is the female foot, perfectly arches and flawless. The more I think about it, the more excited I get at the idea of being allowed to suck on Mistress Bella’s toes and to wash her dirty feet with my tongue! Ahh well I’ll leave you to enjoy the pictures I posted bellow,  if you want to see more just go to Wasteland.com. And by the way Master bought Rupert a little mini jail cell for his tank and he loves it!

I found this hardcore Lezdom BDSM session between Mistress Irony and her newest pet, Katrina to be slightly amusing so I just wanted to share it with you guys. It’s pretty obvious from Katrina’s behavior that she has not gone through a lot of training yet. If she had then she would have learned to keep her mouth shut while her Mistress is beating her and to not act like such a dirty little whore. It’s so rare that we see untrained slaves on the net these days. Katrina moans as Mistress Irony flogs her but she does not moan out of pain like most people would do in such a situation, no she moans out of pleasure. No matter how hard her Mistress flogs or crops her, the pain slut just keeps on moaning. Now I have seen a lot of pain sluts on Wasteland.com and around the net, hell I am one myself. But i have yet to see one who derives only pleasure from such a hard beating. I can imagine how frustrating it is for the Mistress or Master who is trying to bring their slave to sub space only to receive slutty moans of pleasure instead. And this is why Mistress Irony takes her slave off of the X in order to properly beat her ass until it is bright red and welted. You know she’s serious when she breaks out her paddle! After a good first few hit from the leather paddle, Katrina’s moans start to fade and become replaced by true yelps of pain. And so begins her real BDSM training.

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Being  into BDSM can be hard on your personal relationships, trust me I know. Once you finally realize that what you really want is not just rough sex but an honest and stern Master, or maybe that you love licking feet, or like to tie people up, the world around you changes. What happens to that girlfriend or boyfriend that you are already with if they don’t accept your wants and desires? Do you blow it off and pretend like you are happy or do you leave the security of your old life and try to find a new one that will fulfill those desires? I’ve seen so many people hide who they are from loved ones and yet they would sneak around behind their partner’s back to get whipped by professional doms. Much like cheating, sneaking around to get whipped and spanked is not right. So many people think that ti is impossible to find someone with whom they can connect and who will share the same fetishes as them. I want to say to all of you non-believers that this isn’t so. You can find someone who will love you as well as take care of your darker side of desire. It’s not easy and sometimes it involves a bit of compromising, but hell what relationship doesn’t?!

I received an email this morning from Subguysissy, who had taken my advice on going to Alt.com and trying to find someone with whom he could play. He had previously been in a serious relationship but when he was comfortable enough to talk about his fantasies his girlfriend completely rejected them. She refused to be the dominant one and even said to him that what she wanted was a ‘man’ and not someone who was weak. Given the horrible ultimatum of pretending to be a manly man all the time or splitting ways so that he could find someone who would understand him better, he made the hard choice of leaving her. I’m a girl and a slave and so I can relate on the submissive level with him. I can related to the fact that you wish and pray that your partner would just spank you harder, you think that maybe you can change them or that they will change and be the dominant Master/ Mistress that you crave and need, but instead you wind up just experiencing rough sex that leaves you ultimately unsatisfied.I’ve been there. I’ve been told by a certain ex-boyfriend that I need to seek psychological help, that I am not normal. I’ve scared boys away after having told them what I really wanted. But you know what, tired as I may have been, so tired that I even considered the fact that maybe they are right and that maybe I should just keep all of this locked deep inside of me, I never did give up hope of finding someone  who would get me. I have to admit that stumbling upon Alt.com was an accident. I was looking for chat rooms and blogs and sites that would form a support network for me. I thought maybe by finding other people like me on the net, I could figure out how they cope. Imagine my surprise when I find this site geared towards people just like me, to help them find partners, masters/ mistresses, lovers and friends.

So Subguysissy emailed me his story but it does not end with a breakup and terrible ending. He emailed me to tell me his story of success. Because he did find a Mistress online who lived near him and with whom he’s completely head over heels with. After 3 months of dating this guy is happier than he has ever been. She’s even keen on the idea of playing with a strapon, something which he thought he would never get to experience! I am so incredibly happy to have read his story. It always makes me happy to see someone like me, overcome all the obstacles and find their place in the world. I just wanted to share this good news with all of you and can only hope that you too, will be able to find a great consensual relationship.

So today I managed to somehow get all of my chores finished with really early which included cleaning the bathroom, the living room and Master’s bedroom. I did all the laundry, folded and ironed and have even managed to clean the puppygirl and put her into a clean suit. All this to say that I think I finally have time to tell you guys about my big shopping mall experience! As you recall I made a whole lot of money for Master at a foot fetish party, 650$ to be exact. So the day after the party Mistress Bella and I took my 550$ to the mall. Mistress Bella really reminds me of Mistress Eris from Everydayslaves.com. Her hair is darker, jet black, but her face reminds me so much of Mistress Eris, especially her plump red lips.

I know I have suggested that I am comfortable going to the grocery store and shops around our house but going to a crowded mall is entirely different. It didn’t help either that Master told Mistress Bella to pick out an outfit for me which happened to be a revealing black corset, stockings and a black leather mini skirt that has a sewn in lace slip, oh and of course my black lacy collar since in her words “people will stare if you wear your posture collar”. As if they weren’t going to stare enough with what I was wearing! Taking off my posture collar made me feel even more exposed, I haven’t taken it off in so long. My neck felt naked and vulnerable. I found myself starting to get very anxious about going to the mall, it is bad enough that malls are always crowded and I get self conscious around people but to be dressed like that and forced to go out was almost unbearable. Mistress Bella disagreed with me and told me that she wants people to see me as the slut that I am. I guess I should have known that this was going to be far from a pleasant experience. My feelings changed though when I realized that Mistress Bella was dressed almost the same as me. She’s a proud woman and has never been afraid to be herself. Dressed in a short midnight blue dress and fishnets to match, she looked like a movie star with her long black hair cascading halfway down her back. I will admit that I find her extremely attractive and that her calling me a slut made my pussy start to get wet. I had a feeling then, that this was going to be a very interesting day.

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I guess because Master has his own puppy girl that lives with us, I find that I’m becoming more and more curious about pet play. Not to say that I would want to be a puppy girl or any type of animal for Master but I do find it intriguing and a big turn on to watch other slaves being humiliated in this way. There’s also the factor of getting to see how different Masters and Mistresses dress up their slaves in order to make them look more like the pets that they are.  For example, Mistress Irony recently decided to give pet play a try with one of her girl slaves for Animalizm.com. She used tape and bondage tape to contort and restrict her puppy girl’s body into  a position which resembled that of a bitch.  She also put what I would guess is some sort of party mask to emphasize the puppy girl look that she was going for. I love the mask. I find it is truly more humiliating with the mask on than off.

Mistress Irony does not just stop at humiliating her slave by dressing and binding her up to make her a puppygirl. She takes out a bottle of lube and a big syringe and injects lube into her puppygirl’s ass and already wet cunt. How degrading is that? ! You don’t even get the personal touch of your Mistress’s fingers as they rub lube onto your private parts, no all you get is a stiff syringe shoved into your pussy. There is no pleasure being given to this puppygirl and Irony makes sure of this by putting on a strapon and fucking her poor pathetic pet until she is whimpering. Mistress Irony however doesn’t touch her bitch’s clit nor does she allow her to cum.

Master Eric X is a frequent visitor of Wasteland.com and I have to say that I’m always impressed by not only his love of causing pain but also of how well he handles two floggers at once. In this BDSM gallery though he does a bit more than show off his flogging techniques as he beats, binds and ultimately tortures his sexy blond slave girl Sicilia. This bondage session is a little more about physical paint than it is about mental abuse. Sicilia is at one point forced to kneel on two cinder blocks to which she is tied down while the Shock Spot fucking machine pounds into her poor abused cunt. I can only imagine how her knees felt as they rubbed against the cement blocks, forced to moved ever so slightly from the pressure of the dildo sliding in and out of her.  Even worse is the fact that the weighted nipple clamps are still attached to her as this is going on and the rhythmic movements causes the weights to sway as well, tugging and pulling on her sore nipples. Truly there is no rest for Sicilia as she goes from having her hands tied to the ceiling, standing on her tip toes with a large dick on a stick shoved into her pussy to having her tight cunt violated by a machine all while her Master takes pleasure in watching her squirm. One thing is for certain, whenever Master Eric is around, you ar e in for one hell of a hardcore BDSM show.

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I have got to hand it to ForbiddenEast.com, they have some of the hottest Asian BDSM content that I have seen. Although most of the videos aren’t in HD, I still find that they do the trick for me and get me sopping wet down there in no time. The movie gallery that I’m posting the link for is one of my favorites. It’s always been such a fantasy of mine to be tied to or on top of another girl, both of us with no option but to have our faces shoved deep into each others moist nether regions. There’s just something so utterly sexy watching these two girls struggle against one another, their bodies wiggling and grinding into each other. I kind of look at is as being a competition of who can possibly get the most pleasure out of this situation. If you look at it that way, then the girl on top is a sure winner as she manages, god knows how, to prop herself up, pushing her wet cunt even more into the face of her fellow slave. She seems drunk on pleasure as she grinds her hips while face sitting on her poor friend. In my fantasy however, there would be no opportunity for me or my friend to do something like that. Our bodies would be tightly bound together so that we have no choice but to be completely immersed into one another.What I also really enjoyed about this BDSM gallery is the rest of the videos which have one of the slave girls and her Mistress in some one on one Lezdom action. It looks like so much fun to be forced to squirm in a puddle of mud, dirtying oneself so that the whole world can see just how much of a dirty slut you are.  I was really turned on by the facial expression of this petite Asian slave as her Mistress uses her foot to get her off. she seems like she’s just so enraptured in both pain and pleasure. She’s like some primal animal, covered in mud, writhing on the floor, completely unable to maintain any sense of decency or control over her horny pussy. Anyways before I give it all away, I’ll leave you so you can go take a look for yourself!

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So like I said I had a really good time these past holidays. Right before Christmas, Master took me to a little foot fetish party where I was to be a foot model. The basic idea was that I would stand on stage modeling my feet for the guests along with six other slaves. If a guest really likes your feet then he or she could reserve you for 10 or 20 minutes to do whatever they like with your feet. Anything involving genitals required extra money. At first I was very nervous about the whole thing. Because although I recognized a few faces as  being friends of Master who have come by the house before, the majority of people there were strangers. This was one of those times where I am super content that I cannot speak unless told to speak. I’ve never been very good at meeting new people, I’m always too shy.

I also kind of felt as though I was being sold by Master and at first it did hurt my feelings a bit and reminded me of Wasteland’s slave auction. Always the hormonal and worrying female slave, I thought he was perhaps bored with me and so he was pawning me off onto other people. It was only once I started to bring him the money that I was making that I saw just how proud he was to have so many people wanting my feet, I suddenly realized that this was almost like a boost to his ego and that sharing me with them, even though it was for money, made him even prouder of the fact that I am his.

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I’ve gotten a lot of emails and responses in previous posts from people who ask me if Master would take on another slave, or if they could just join us in one of our BDSM sessions. Although it is extremely flattering for someone to want to be by my side in servitude, or even for someone to see Master as I do, and appreciate his expert skills of domination, I also find it sad that people have to go so far just to fulfill their fantasies. You shouldn’t have to travel across a country or into a new country just to be able to physically be with someone who understands your needs and desires.

I guess that’s why I am such a firm believer of Alt.com. And also probably because it really did work for me. I know the stigma that comes along with any type of online dating site. But you have to admit that this isn’t just a dating site. Okay so people who use dating sites are sometimes labeled as being desperate or a little crazy. But I mean those prejudices happened because it is relatively easy to ask someone out on a date and there are plenty of things that you can do in your own town that will enable you to potentially find your ’soul mate’. But with BDSM it is different. There aren’t that many places to go unless you live in a big city that has a large BDSM community. And even then, you have to admit that these communities can be a little cliquish and rather small at times.

Even worse is the fact that everyone has their own fetishes. We all know how hard it is to find someone who shares the same dislikes and likes as us for a relationship, so now think about how much harder it is to find someone who not only shares that with you but who also shares the same types of fetishes with you. Sure relationship all are about compromise, so you agree to try out some things that you are not that into just as your partner does the same for you. That is what is so great about Alt.com, you can literally chose to talk to people who share the same fetishes as you and see if you get along with them on an intellectual level, already knowing that you are compatible when it comes to anything BDSM related. How often have you been scared to mention your fetishes to someone you are dating? It’s not the easiest thing to tell someone that you would like them to pee in your mouth or flog you until you cry.

I had so many relationships that went sour for me because of my own fetishes. So many guys just didn’t seem to understand what I meant when I said that I wanted them to be more dominating. For some reason most vanilla guys think that they are super kinky just because they pull your hair or are rough in bed. They don’t comprehend that I don’t want them to smack my ass while they fuck me but would prefer that they tie me up and beat me. It’s hard for people like that to understand that being dominant or kinky does not necessarily involve sex although it is sexual. I’ve had to end so many long term relationships because once we got comfortable enough to talk about what we like to do behind closed doors, or what our fantasies are, I would tell them what I wanted to try and inevitably they would make me feel as though there was something wrong with me. Once I got online and started searching for ways to meet someone who had the same interests as I and who was willing to treat me as I wanted to be treated, I suddenly realized that I was not crazy at all. There was a whole world of people just like me. And there were so many guys who were willing to play with me, I suddenly had a ton of options.

I’ll never forget how nervous I was when I first started chatting with people on Alt.com and how excited I became every time someone messaged me back. If it wasn’t for the internet and this site, I’m sure not where I would be today but I know damn well that I would not be as happy and content as I am today. I doubt this very blog would exist if I hadn’t of used Alt! Go register right now and find that person that will treat you like you want to be treated!

Plus there’s tons of stuff to do like just browse, or maybe check out some members blogs – or even their webcams! Join a chat room (with region specific rooms!), or read their free online magazine!

Point is – get out there, and live the life you want to live. I did, and I ain’t ever looking back!

Hey guys, I just wanted to say that I hope you all had good holidays and a great New Year. I for one had a really good time, Master took me out to a great New Years Fetish party where I was at the end of my leash all night long by his side.  I’ve never so proud to be at his feet  as I was that night and  i think Master was never pleased with me as well since he even allowed me to have some champagne at midnight. But I’ll have to give you guys all those details another day because what I really wanted to share with you today is Goddess Starla’s visit to Wastelan. Goddess Starla was at Wasteland over these past holidays to shoot some porn with them. I have to say that watching her dominate Chelsea Chainsaw was everything that I could of possibly hoped for. I really enjoyed seeing Goddess Starla use hot sauce as a form of punishment on poor little Chelsea’s tongue that was forced to stick out because it was tied with chopsticks. And even though I really like watching this and seeing Chelsea drool a waterfall of spit because of the intense pain her tongue was in, I am still glad that Master has never done anything like this to me. I’m such a pansy when it comes to spicy food, seriously, even spicy BBQ chips are sometimes too much for me! You might think this punishment was a bit harsh but if you happen to watch the video then you realize just how misbehaved Chelsea was as she was caught wearing her Mistress’s clothes and neglecting her chores. All in all it was not a good day for Chelsea but Goddess Starla sure seemed to enjoy seeing her slave endure her creative punishments.

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I feel as if Randy and I have some sort of connection, although I have never spoken to him and doubt that he even knows of my existence. But still, we have so much in common. We’re both owned by our respective Master and Goddess, both given chores to do, both tied up and beaten on occasion, both utterly in love with our owners and we’re both told whether or not we’re allowed to cum. Goddess Starla, is perhaps one of the best Goddesses that I have seen as of yet. She’s everything a slave could ask for, let alone a loser cuckold husband. Having been a fan of this married coupled since they started their site, I’m still amazed sometimes to think of how far Randy has come in his training. This makes me then think back to my beginnings and realize how far Master has been able to get me to come since I first met him.

In this little femdom movie gallery that I’m posting, we see Goddess Starla in all her glory, having taken Randy out of his chastity device and now giving him a foot job with her gorgeous and divine feet. Randy worships her feet like a good dirty little slave and I can just imagine myself in his position, sucking on her red painted toes, running my tongue from her heel, under her arch all the way to the tip of her big toe. It’s too bad for Randy though, since it is possible to ruin a man’s orgasm. Too bad that he is a miserable little man who has no say in his sexual satisfaction because although Goddess Starla is a caring Mistress, she rarely lets him have a satisfying orgasm. If you don’t understand what I mean, just click here to watch the videos!

So I’ve been wondering for a long long time now why the BBW crowd has not been catered to in the online fetish community. I mean in real life, there are tons of big plump women who go to the fetish clubs and enjoy giving out and taking in pain. I’ve always looked at the kink community as being a lot more accepting compared to the mainstream porn one simply because for us it is not about looks alone but mainly about how talented you are when it comes to doming someone or being able to be subservient to a person. And yes I have found here and there a couple of bigger than average models featured in kinky and hardcore videos but not as much as one would think.

So I found out that Paddedkink.com was just released this past Thursday and I couldn’t be any happier with it. As the name implies, this site features only beautifully large and curvy women either as Doms or as subs. There are some pretty famous fetish people on the site like Rick Savage and Betty Rage. The site also has tons of scenes with Kelly Shibari since she’s the one presenting the site to begin with. For those of you who don’t know, Kelly is a very prominent BBW model. Let me just say that watching her bound in tight ropes and suspended from a ceiling is a site to behold. She’s so gorgeous and curvy and I love watching her submit to whatever bondage her Master deems fit. I also love the fact that he’s a rope expert who is ever creative with his binding and tying.

I get that BBW is not for everyone. But personally I enjoy this new site simply for the fact that it is unique, the girls are stunning and the bondage is extremely hardcore. Master enjoyed the site too and was more than willing to get us a membership when I first showed it to him. There’s just something so intriguing about watching these women, who are so powerful and strong, submit themselves to being tied up in positions from which they cannot escape and being dealt intense amounts of pain that only someone truly into kink could endure. I admire these girls and can definitely relate to their screams of pain as they are flogged, cropped, and tortured. Let me know what you guys think!