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I guess because Master has his own puppy girl that lives with us, I find that I’m becoming more and more curious about pet play. Not to say that I would want to be a puppy girl or any type of animal for Master but I do find it intriguing and a big turn on to watch other slaves being humiliated in this way. There’s also the factor of getting to see how different Masters and Mistresses dress up their slaves in order to make them look more like the pets that they are.  For example, Mistress Irony recently decided to give pet play a try with one of her girl slaves for Animalizm.com. She used tape and bondage tape to contort and restrict her puppy girl’s body into  a position which resembled that of a bitch.  She also put what I would guess is some sort of party mask to emphasize the puppy girl look that she was going for. I love the mask. I find it is truly more humiliating with the mask on than off.

Mistress Irony does not just stop at humiliating her slave by dressing and binding her up to make her a puppygirl. She takes out a bottle of lube and a big syringe and injects lube into her puppygirl’s ass and already wet cunt. How degrading is that? ! You don’t even get the personal touch of your Mistress’s fingers as they rub lube onto your private parts, no all you get is a stiff syringe shoved into your pussy. There is no pleasure being given to this puppygirl and Irony makes sure of this by putting on a strapon and fucking her poor pathetic pet until she is whimpering. Mistress Irony however doesn’t touch her bitch’s clit nor does she allow her to cum.

Master Eric X is a frequent visitor of Wasteland.com and I have to say that I’m always impressed by not only his love of causing pain but also of how well he handles two floggers at once. In this BDSM gallery though he does a bit more than show off his flogging techniques as he beats, binds and ultimately tortures his sexy blond slave girl Sicilia. This bondage session is a little more about physical paint than it is about mental abuse. Sicilia is at one point forced to kneel on two cinder blocks to which she is tied down while the Shock Spot fucking machine pounds into her poor abused cunt. I can only imagine how her knees felt as they rubbed against the cement blocks, forced to moved ever so slightly from the pressure of the dildo sliding in and out of her.  Even worse is the fact that the weighted nipple clamps are still attached to her as this is going on and the rhythmic movements causes the weights to sway as well, tugging and pulling on her sore nipples. Truly there is no rest for Sicilia as she goes from having her hands tied to the ceiling, standing on her tip toes with a large dick on a stick shoved into her pussy to having her tight cunt violated by a machine all while her Master takes pleasure in watching her squirm. One thing is for certain, whenever Master Eric is around, you ar e in for one hell of a hardcore BDSM show.

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I have got to hand it to ForbiddenEast.com, they have some of the hottest Asian BDSM content that I have seen. Although most of the videos aren’t in HD, I still find that they do the trick for me and get me sopping wet down there in no time. The movie gallery that I’m posting the link for is one of my favorites. It’s always been such a fantasy of mine to be tied to or on top of another girl, both of us with no option but to have our faces shoved deep into each others moist nether regions. There’s just something so utterly sexy watching these two girls struggle against one another, their bodies wiggling and grinding into each other. I kind of look at is as being a competition of who can possibly get the most pleasure out of this situation. If you look at it that way, then the girl on top is a sure winner as she manages, god knows how, to prop herself up, pushing her wet cunt even more into the face of her fellow slave. She seems drunk on pleasure as she grinds her hips while face sitting on her poor friend. In my fantasy however, there would be no opportunity for me or my friend to do something like that. Our bodies would be tightly bound together so that we have no choice but to be completely immersed into one another.What I also really enjoyed about this BDSM gallery is the rest of the videos which have one of the slave girls and her Mistress in some one on one Lezdom action. It looks like so much fun to be forced to squirm in a puddle of mud, dirtying oneself so that the whole world can see just how much of a dirty slut you are.  I was really turned on by the facial expression of this petite Asian slave as her Mistress uses her foot to get her off. she seems like she’s just so enraptured in both pain and pleasure. She’s like some primal animal, covered in mud, writhing on the floor, completely unable to maintain any sense of decency or control over her horny pussy. Anyways before I give it all away, I’ll leave you so you can go take a look for yourself!

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So like I said I had a really good time these past holidays. Right before Christmas, Master took me to a little foot fetish party where I was to be a foot model. The basic idea was that I would stand on stage modeling my feet for the guests along with six other slaves. If a guest really likes your feet then he or she could reserve you for 10 or 20 minutes to do whatever they like with your feet. Anything involving genitals required extra money. At first I was very nervous about the whole thing. Because although I recognized a few faces as  being friends of Master who have come by the house before, the majority of people there were strangers. This was one of those times where I am super content that I cannot speak unless told to speak. I’ve never been very good at meeting new people, I’m always too shy.

I also kind of felt as though I was being sold by Master and at first it did hurt my feelings a bit and reminded me of Wasteland’s slave auction. Always the hormonal and worrying female slave, I thought he was perhaps bored with me and so he was pawning me off onto other people. It was only once I started to bring him the money that I was making that I saw just how proud he was to have so many people wanting my feet, I suddenly realized that this was almost like a boost to his ego and that sharing me with them, even though it was for money, made him even prouder of the fact that I am his.

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I’ve gotten a lot of emails and responses in previous posts from people who ask me if Master would take on another slave, or if they could just join us in one of our BDSM sessions. Although it is extremely flattering for someone to want to be by my side in servitude, or even for someone to see Master as I do, and appreciate his expert skills of domination, I also find it sad that people have to go so far just to fulfill their fantasies. You shouldn’t have to travel across a country or into a new country just to be able to physically be with someone who understands your needs and desires.

I guess that’s why I am such a firm believer of Alt.com. And also probably because it really did work for me. I know the stigma that comes along with any type of online dating site. But you have to admit that this isn’t just a dating site. Okay so people who use dating sites are sometimes labeled as being desperate or a little crazy. But I mean those prejudices happened because it is relatively easy to ask someone out on a date and there are plenty of things that you can do in your own town that will enable you to potentially find your ’soul mate’. But with BDSM it is different. There aren’t that many places to go unless you live in a big city that has a large BDSM community. And even then, you have to admit that these communities can be a little cliquish and rather small at times.

Even worse is the fact that everyone has their own fetishes. We all know how hard it is to find someone who shares the same dislikes and likes as us for a relationship, so now think about how much harder it is to find someone who not only shares that with you but who also shares the same types of fetishes with you. Sure relationship all are about compromise, so you agree to try out some things that you are not that into just as your partner does the same for you. That is what is so great about Alt.com, you can literally chose to talk to people who share the same fetishes as you and see if you get along with them on an intellectual level, already knowing that you are compatible when it comes to anything BDSM related. How often have you been scared to mention your fetishes to someone you are dating? It’s not the easiest thing to tell someone that you would like them to pee in your mouth or flog you until you cry.

I had so many relationships that went sour for me because of my own fetishes. So many guys just didn’t seem to understand what I meant when I said that I wanted them to be more dominating. For some reason most vanilla guys think that they are super kinky just because they pull your hair or are rough in bed. They don’t comprehend that I don’t want them to smack my ass while they fuck me but would prefer that they tie me up and beat me. It’s hard for people like that to understand that being dominant or kinky does not necessarily involve sex although it is sexual. I’ve had to end so many long term relationships because once we got comfortable enough to talk about what we like to do behind closed doors, or what our fantasies are, I would tell them what I wanted to try and inevitably they would make me feel as though there was something wrong with me. Once I got online and started searching for ways to meet someone who had the same interests as I and who was willing to treat me as I wanted to be treated, I suddenly realized that I was not crazy at all. There was a whole world of people just like me. And there were so many guys who were willing to play with me, I suddenly had a ton of options.

I’ll never forget how nervous I was when I first started chatting with people on Alt.com and how excited I became every time someone messaged me back. If it wasn’t for the internet and this site, I’m sure not where I would be today but I know damn well that I would not be as happy and content as I am today. I doubt this very blog would exist if I hadn’t of used Alt! Go register right now and find that person that will treat you like you want to be treated!

Plus there’s tons of stuff to do like just browse, or maybe check out some members blogs – or even their webcams! Join a chat room (with region specific rooms!), or read their free online magazine!

Point is – get out there, and live the life you want to live. I did, and I ain’t ever looking back!

Hey guys, I just wanted to say that I hope you all had good holidays and a great New Year. I for one had a really good time, Master took me out to a great New Years Fetish party where I was at the end of my leash all night long by his side.  I’ve never so proud to be at his feet  as I was that night and  i think Master was never pleased with me as well since he even allowed me to have some champagne at midnight. But I’ll have to give you guys all those details another day because what I really wanted to share with you today is Goddess Starla’s visit to Wastelan. Goddess Starla was at Wasteland over these past holidays to shoot some porn with them. I have to say that watching her dominate Chelsea Chainsaw was everything that I could of possibly hoped for. I really enjoyed seeing Goddess Starla use hot sauce as a form of punishment on poor little Chelsea’s tongue that was forced to stick out because it was tied with chopsticks. And even though I really like watching this and seeing Chelsea drool a waterfall of spit because of the intense pain her tongue was in, I am still glad that Master has never done anything like this to me. I’m such a pansy when it comes to spicy food, seriously, even spicy BBQ chips are sometimes too much for me! You might think this punishment was a bit harsh but if you happen to watch the video then you realize just how misbehaved Chelsea was as she was caught wearing her Mistress’s clothes and neglecting her chores. All in all it was not a good day for Chelsea but Goddess Starla sure seemed to enjoy seeing her slave endure her creative punishments.

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I feel as if Randy and I have some sort of connection, although I have never spoken to him and doubt that he even knows of my existence. But still, we have so much in common. We’re both owned by our respective Master and Goddess, both given chores to do, both tied up and beaten on occasion, both utterly in love with our owners and we’re both told whether or not we’re allowed to cum. Goddess Starla, is perhaps one of the best Goddesses that I have seen as of yet. She’s everything a slave could ask for, let alone a loser cuckold husband. Having been a fan of this married coupled since they started their site, I’m still amazed sometimes to think of how far Randy has come in his training. This makes me then think back to my beginnings and realize how far Master has been able to get me to come since I first met him.

In this little femdom movie gallery that I’m posting, we see Goddess Starla in all her glory, having taken Randy out of his chastity device and now giving him a foot job with her gorgeous and divine feet. Randy worships her feet like a good dirty little slave and I can just imagine myself in his position, sucking on her red painted toes, running my tongue from her heel, under her arch all the way to the tip of her big toe. It’s too bad for Randy though, since it is possible to ruin a man’s orgasm. Too bad that he is a miserable little man who has no say in his sexual satisfaction because although Goddess Starla is a caring Mistress, she rarely lets him have a satisfying orgasm. If you don’t understand what I mean, just click here to watch the videos!

So I’ve been wondering for a long long time now why the BBW crowd has not been catered to in the online fetish community. I mean in real life, there are tons of big plump women who go to the fetish clubs and enjoy giving out and taking in pain. I’ve always looked at the kink community as being a lot more accepting compared to the mainstream porn one simply because for us it is not about looks alone but mainly about how talented you are when it comes to doming someone or being able to be subservient to a person. And yes I have found here and there a couple of bigger than average models featured in kinky and hardcore videos but not as much as one would think.

So I found out that Paddedkink.com was just released this past Thursday and I couldn’t be any happier with it. As the name implies, this site features only beautifully large and curvy women either as Doms or as subs. There are some pretty famous fetish people on the site like Rick Savage and Betty Rage. The site also has tons of scenes with Kelly Shibari since she’s the one presenting the site to begin with. For those of you who don’t know, Kelly is a very prominent BBW model. Let me just say that watching her bound in tight ropes and suspended from a ceiling is a site to behold. She’s so gorgeous and curvy and I love watching her submit to whatever bondage her Master deems fit. I also love the fact that he’s a rope expert who is ever creative with his binding and tying.

I get that BBW is not for everyone. But personally I enjoy this new site simply for the fact that it is unique, the girls are stunning and the bondage is extremely hardcore. Master enjoyed the site too and was more than willing to get us a membership when I first showed it to him. There’s just something so intriguing about watching these women, who are so powerful and strong, submit themselves to being tied up in positions from which they cannot escape and being dealt intense amounts of pain that only someone truly into kink could endure. I admire these girls and can definitely relate to their screams of pain as they are flogged, cropped, and tortured. Let me know what you guys think!

I was browsing Wasteland.com today and saw that they posted a new hardcore BDSM session with Cecilia and Master Eric X. Cecilia, as you guys probably know by now, is one hell of a pain slut. She can take almost anything given to her, and the raw emotion that she displays on camera is absolutely beautiful. I can’t help but become insta horny every time I see her on their site, it’s like my eyes and ears are directly connected to my pussy and as soon as I see her flinching with tears in her eyes and hear the screams of pain escaping her lips, I become immediately wet. It’s really too bad I’m not allowed to cum without Master’s permission, because I swear I could set a new world record for multiple orgasms just by watching this little whore get beaten.

Master Eric X starts off by putting nipple clamps on poor Cecilia’s firm breasts and also puts weights on them so that her nipples are  continuously being pulled down by the weights on the chain connecting her two tits.  The expression on this slut’s face says it all, she’s in pain. Especially when  Master Eric X decides to flog, cane and crop her. When he breaks out his zapper the electric shocks that Cecilia experiences make her body involuntarily move, causing the weights to swing from her motions and thus, pulling even harder on her already sore nipples. I have always loved watching her suffer at the hands of her talented Master and this painful bondage  session lived up to the expectations I have of her and her Master!

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First off, I wanted to apologize for my lack of posts recently. I got a cold and between my chores and feeling a bit sick, I didn’t want to do anything but browse the net. But I am back and healthy once again! So, I wanted to share with you guys a site that I found, while I was sick. It’s called Forbidden East and as its name implies, it is stock full of Asian bondage porn! I especially liked this little school girl slut getting tied up and having her wet cunt teased by her Master’s foot. He not only ties her up tight enough for her to be unable to get herself free but he also hardcore manipulates her body as he decides, for example that he wants her legs in the air while she’s on her tummy. The slut doesn’t stand a chance against him as he half suspends her and has his way with her. This is some of the hottest shit I have seen in awhile and I found it really comforting to watch while I was sick heh heh.

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Wow, after watching this I was left speechless and  even after watching it another six times, I am still left speechless. Goddess Starla is just so unbelievably hot in this new trailer for FemdomBride.com that I could just cum over and over again as it replays over and over…that is if I were given permission to orgasm of course.  The steel cage chastity device that Randy is wearing in this video has thoroughly made me want to be a man just so that I could wear something so aesthetically pleasing and yet so torturous, cold and uncomfortable. I just love the way Randy’s little pathetic cock bulges out of the sides of the steel chastity cage as Mistress Starla teases him by licking his encased dicklet up and down, and by putting the whole device into her mouth. Goddess Starla, as you all know is one of my favorite Mistresses and this video has just made me love her even more. She’s got such a sadistic and cruel side to her that turns me on and makes me wet just thinking about her. Watching her tease Randy while he’s in chastity makes me wish that I was the slave, forced to abide by her rules, teased beyond my threshold and yet still not allowed to cum. I have a feeling that if I ever got the chance to be dominated by her, she wouldn’t even need to tease my pussy, I would be wet and extremely horny just at the fact of being in her presence, already watching this video is almost too much to bear. Let’s just hope Master lets me have some release tonight.

It’s ironic that the candle wax that is burning the sensitive skin on my inner thighs is dripping from a prayer candle that has an image of Jesus looking down at me. His wax burns hot and as it splashes on my skin, leaving a liquid white trail that soon turns pink, I wonder if maybe we have more in common than I first thought. I think about sharing this thought with Master but decide against it as the pain arises once again and any ability to speak is interrupted by the guttural sounds escaping my lips.

Earlier yesterday, Master came home with that familiar glint in his eyes that he only gets when; A) he’s either planning something really sadistic, B) he’s bought a new toy or C) has some incredible news to share. Today it was a case of both A and B. He announced upon entering the door that I should get myself to my spot, which happens to be in the living room, after adorning myself with my black lace ruffle undies and nothing else. I made haste. I know from experience that taking my time will only worsen whatever he has in store for me and will make his good mood turn into one of anger. In which case our little BDSM play will go from being fun into being punishment. I ran around desperately trying to find the undies, strip naked and get myself into my spot before Master got there. Unfortunately that proved to be impossible because by the time I got to the living room he was already there. My heart skipped a beat as I awaited chastisement, eyes down, hands behind my back. But a moment passed and then another and all he said was “You can look at me”. I raised my eyes shyly to my Master’s face and took in his expression, happy to see that he was still smiling. I then looked around and took it all in. Master had laid out a bright purple vinyl bed sheet over the floor and on that bed sheet were his usual favorite toys as well as a new one that stood out. The new toy was a cat o’nines whip. I could see the little pointy and sharp ends of the nine tails and knew that this was going to be a session that would leave marks on me.

Back to where I was…the wax leaving hard trails of pain down my chest and Master looking down at me in approval. “Which toy should we play with first?” He asked as if he was really giving me a choice. But I know better than that so I whispered back “which ever one pleases you Master”. His smile grew a little wider and I had no doubt in my mind which one he would chose. His hand touched each toy briefly lingering ever so slightly on the paddle that has vampire pricks on it. “Well maybe we should break in your new toy” he said, as if I didn’t already know what was coming my way. He flipped me over with virtually no effort propping my ass up into the air so that I was in a position that made me feel like I was kneeling down worshiping a king, my arms and hand spread out in front of me on the floor, my forehead touching the ground. His hands worked my ass expertly, making my ass cheeks burn hotter and hotter, warming me up for the pain that I was about to receive. At first I had the assumption that this new whip couldn’t possibly hurt that much more than the other toys that we have. Yes, I thought it would hurt a little more than the flogger because the tails are braided and stiff. Master picked up the Cat of nines and began to lightly hit me with it. Let me just say that the moment I received the first hard hit from him, I realized just how wrong I was. The sting left behind by those little ends of leather made me lurch forward, my bodies feeble attempt at escape…with nowhere to go.

I suffered. By the end of I couldn’t even count how many hits, I was in tears, begging, sniveling and crying out to Master. I thanked him, I begged him to stop, I lost the capability to enunciate words and ended up crying out to him in tears and animalistic noises. Finally I felt his hands. His warm and gentle hands, rubbing my throbbing and burning skin, words of endearment coming from his lips that my brain could barely comprehend. I found myself being cradled by him, wrapped in the safety of his arms that rocked me back and forth. And I knew then that it was over, as I let the waves of emotion run over me, the ocean of euphoric peace drown me, and then I slept. Master woke me later on, to bring me into the bath with him. Washing me head to toe since I was still too weak and exhausted to do so myself. The new toy had done its job.